so i've been pretty inactive lately. i dont really take photos anymore, i dont do manips alot anymore, and i haven't been answering messages or looking at deviations. im up to 3800 deviations because lately i dont have it in me to do a task as simple as that? i've mentioned previously that things have gotten hard for me at my house. but i've never elaborated on what exactly it was that was going on... unfortunatly i still live at home with my ma, brothers, sister and boyfriend. i was hoping to be able to move out soon but i doubt that'll happen soon. about a month and a half-2 months ago my father decided to abandon his family for some woman he met online about 6 months ago. little by little he's making things harder for us. first he shut off the internet, those few days i wasn't online recently was for that reason. my brother turned it back on in his name a couple days later. then he decided to shut off the phone, that has been turned back on as an emergency number in my sisters name (she has traits of autisim). so since he decided it to do it that way, instead of switching the numbers from his name to my sisters name, we have a different phone number, and all the 40+ applications i had previously turned in are now worthless. finally he shut off our direct tv. sure shutting off the direct tv may not be that big of a deal, but i've got a feeling its only a matter of time before he turns off the electricity, heat, water and whatever else he can shut off. my brother wants the deed to the house so he can put it in his name and not have to worry about him stop paying the mortage and then eventually have to be forced onto the streets. im pretty upset by whats been going on. i never thought my father could do something like this to us. especially since when i first lost my job back in april he had said he would take care of me till i could take care of myself. he told me after i said our family would never be ok, that it would be ok. he's lied to me and contradicted himself. what hurts worse i think, is the fact i think he waited till after i was 21 to do this, so he wouldnt have to pay child support. sorry for the rant... i just needed to vent